Dear Heaven

Dear Loved Ones In Heaven,

       I hope Heaven is treating you well. You probably have the best view up there. Can you see California or maybe Hawaii, what about Paris? I've always wanted to travel around and I bet you get to do that a whole lot. Maybe when we meet again, you can show me all those places. I'd love to see them and especially with you.
   
      I know you're always with me, but sometimes I can't help but feel alone. Losing you was hard and it felt like I would never get over it. I know Heaven is a great place but Earth can be too and I wanted more time with you. I have spent every day thinking about you and what you must be up to. I hope you found some old family members or maybe some friends up there to spend your time with. I heard time slows down up there, like maybe by the time I get to see you again, it was only like a week long when really it was years down here.

      Do you ever miss us down here on Earth? I hope you don't feel guilty for leaving. God must have a plan and although I don't know it, I hope you do. Spending these days apart have been hard and sometimes I think of the things I wish we could do. Time heals all wounds? Now, I don't know if my wounds of losing you are gone, but maybe they've shrunk a little bit. Not because I don't miss you, I do a whole lot, but because I know that you are meant to be there and I'm meant to be here. One day we'll see each other again.

      After you left, I was confused. So many questions flooded my brain from why did you have to go to why do I still get to be here? I don't think those questions will ever be answered, but I have to let them go and know this was how it's supposed to be. It'll never make sense to me, but that's how it'll have to be I guess.

     You've missed a lot down here, although I'm sure you're keeping a close eye on us. Donald Trump is running for president, do you believe it? Bet you thought you saw it all. Computers now can be portable and not like chunky laptops, like slim cool (expensive) laptops. IPhones are almost as big as your head now. Everyone is still keeping up with the Kardashians like 11 seasons later. Friends and Fuller House are coming back! Remember those shows? Hmm I think that all about hits the pop culture, at least the important stuff. (Haha none of that is important). I wish you could see all the crazy stuff happening down here.

     Spending time with you was my favorite. You taught me a lot and I'm thankful for that. Sometimes life throws you curveballs. All I really care about is that you're happy. If you're happy and healthy wherever you are, then I'm happy too. I hope you're enjoying Heaven and spending your time doing what you love.  Make sure to keep watching over me. I know I have some guardian angels up there and I feel blessed. I'll never ever forget you and I hope you'll never forget me.

xoxo,
Your loved one